Today is day 3 of the Journey to Better Cleanse & detox Challenge, and as ive stated before the original Journey to better for me was a very very personal one. I didn’t share much of my journey partly because i didn’t realize it was one, I just knew that I was in such a very dark place, full of heaviness and in a place of numbness. I had lost myself. The world on the outside could see nothing was wrong, but i knew. So i made the decision to shut everyone out, and really dig deep. I wrote out all my goals, dreams, fears and began the process of finding myself from inside out, I went through an entire process of detox, and during this time I had just completed filming for Our Documentary, and after doing so many interviews, and speaking to young girls, i realized through my hurt, fears, disappointments and so much more I had found my my purpose. I had the gift of reaching people, helping people feel empowered, but there was just one issue…..I hadnt yet mastered the art of self, and this left me incomplete and broken. I went on a journey that spanned over 6 months, I changed my eating habits, worked out, Continue reading “Journey To Better Phase 2- Day 3- Embrace The Power In Being A Woman : Why KeKe Palmer Makes Us Proud to Be A Woman.”
Strong. Weak. Incapable. Unintelligent Hood. Ghetto. Bold. Protective. Dream chasers. Father. Son. Lover. Provider. Smart. Knowledgeable. Mean. Indecisive. Flirty. Religious. Womanizer. Abuser. Controlling. Loving. Warm hearted. Sensitive. Felon. Giver. Friend. Loyal. Betrayer. ……..Lost.
Dear My lost young Man. I hear your silent cries, while they are internal they still fall. I feel your pain, the feeling of being unaccepted, unguided, mislead, betrayed, still haunts you to this day. That smile you wear on your face everyday to hide the feelings of insecurity or inadequacy from others is so apparent to me. I understand you have no motivation, the ones who should empower you most have the ability to belittle you in ways you never new possible, yet they silence your concerns with a simple 3 words, I love you. The responsibility of being so strong , and untouchable, having no weak spots visible is what thrives you to keep up the pseud of “everything is ok” , while your barely maintaining mentally finding it hard to sustain through the many trials you face on a daily. Not to mention….The mother issues, the father issues or their lack of. The woman you have found yourself with only to realize Continue reading “A letter to My lost Young Men…..#B.Brave”